July 1, 2009
I kind of felt like we were making good progress with the Budster – we had him up to about 4 hours in the crate, although I wouldn’t say it was by any means a HAPPY four hours. Unless panting, drooling and excessive barking are signs of a happy dog… last I checked…umm, NOPE. But, he wasn’t acting like a drunk toddler when we released him, so we figured that we were getting somewhere.
Then came Tuesday. Tuesday Matt had to be at orientation from 7:30-4:00 and I had to work from 5:30-2:00… so one way or the other, Bud was going to be flying solo from about 7:00-2:30. A leap from four hours to almost eight…. we thought, you know, if he can do four, he can TOTALLY do eight.
You know that rule about increasing your running mileage and how you should go up by 10% each week?
What is true for shin splits must also be true for anxious doggles. Holy Backslide, Cesar. So, Tuesday I got home from work at 2:30 and lo and behold, found a soggy, smelly, miserable dog in his crate. I scooped him up and into the bath he went – chalking it up to too long a day and a bladder that just wasn’t ready for that.
Over the next two days though, we realized it was his mind, not his bladder, that wasn’t quiiiiite ready for the long day in the little box. Wednesday he was only in for two hours, and I was totally dismayed to come home to find yesterday’s scenario repeated. Two hours! He can definitely keep his little legs crossed for two hours.
Thursday morning, we had just come in our from our walk when Matt arrived home from work. I was fixing my coffee, chatting with the new doctor fresh off his first overnight shift, when our sweet little adorable Sheltie looked up at both of us, and lifted his leg and treated our brand new fridge like his very own fire hydrant.
W.
T.
F.
Not sure if this is regression or if he’s pissed at us (pun intend), buuuut whatever the reason, it ain’t fun.
So we’re back to basics, and back to crating in increments of minutes. It’s frustrating, but I also recongize that it’s not his fault and he’s ours now and we have to figure out how to help him. We’ve started putting his food in his crate, hoping that YAY EATING will make the crate seem like a tiny bit of a happier place? He’ll now go in there to eat but as soon as that bowl is empty, he’s out of there in a flash. I’m sure he’ll get there, and I’m looking forward to the day I can write the blog entry that says simply: BUDDY! IN THE CRATE! NOT BARKING! and we’ll know we’ve helped him become a happier, well-adjusted pup.
In the meantime, it’s just one fun, bark-filled day at a time.
June 12, 2009
Buddy has been coming around, in small but promising steps. We’re hopeful we can get him (and us) okay with the longer crate times in just two more weeks. These two weeks have been two of the more challenging weeks I’ve had in awhile, but in a wonderful way. Truth be told, I’m a pretty selfish person. I consider myself (hopefully humbly said) a good friend, I work in a helping profession, I try to do as much as I can to make my husband’s life easier, but when it comes right down to it up until June 1st, I mostly did what I wanted to did. If I wanted to stay an hour later at work, swing by the gym, or sleep in an extra hour later on any given day – I almost always did it. Not to say I didn’t take others (most notably, the husband) into account, but let’s be honest: Matt’s not going to pee on the carpet if I didn’t get home after 8 hours on the dot. While we convened schedules on The Big Things, my moment to moment schedule was pretty much up to: me.
But I’m happy about this change, for many reasons. One, I’ve always hated change but it’s unfailingly been good for me. I could cite so many examples where I’ve freaked out, frozen up and panicked when Life Changed. But then, it turned out to be really, really, really good. For more examples, you could pretty much read my last blog. 2 Panicky Entries to every 1 Resilient, Insight Entry.
Two, reality check. Most ever client I’ve ever had has had a challenge with prioritizing their health because they’ve been in a caregiver role. I’m a huge proponent of selfishness when it comes to health. I’ve done many talks on taking time for yourself. And I still believe in it, but suddenly here I am not going to the gym after work because it’s my turn to come home and do crate practice. And I’m going “Oh…. so this is how it happens.” I’m beginning to see how it’s a bit more complicated when dependents come into the picture. And mine is just the furry-four legged type. Hardly comparable to a infant child, a parent in declining health, an adult child who’s lost their job, a spouse with health issues and the many other scenarios my clients detail on a daily basis. “Getting it” is key to helping others and I’m beginning to see a teensy bit more of the light. Understanding can only improve my practice. Professionally, and without question, personally.
Third, practice. One day, I want small, squirmy, drooling things. Not just of the canine type. Heaven knows why, because I’m sure they’re going to cause more sleep deprivation and guilt and worry production in 24 hours than Buddy has in 2 weeks. But nonetheless, having any type of creature be dependent on me is good practice for things to come. Because let’s be honest, I didn’t do so good with the ferns.
Today we came home to Rochester, for Krissy’s wedding. Last night we had the dog sitter over and while I fed her wine and reassured her that the whole “only an hour in the crate” thing wasn’t nearly as bad as it sounded over a 3-day period, I was internally panicked the whole time she was going to throw her hands up any minute, tell us this wasn’t what she bargained for and leave us high and dry. This did not happen, and she even seemed to take kindly to my 8 page notes on how and where he will #2. (I’m serious. It’s a strategy.) My fear that she would reject my doggy was second only to the guilt I felt when he gave us THOSE eyes as we slipped out the door, suitcases in hand this morning.
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June 10, 2009
Small but good progress. We’ve worked him up to 45 minutes in his crate and he doesn’t come out and act totally wacko now when we take him out, so I think he’s maybe getting used to it. We saw the vet on Monday and she gave me some good advice about slowly building up to time like we’re doing, and also my friend Stef who has rescued 3 dogs who ALL have had separation anxiety (3?!?!) said they just ignored it (put them in the crate and let them bark) and she said the dogs just eventually accept that you’ll be coming back and barking doesn’t do them any good. In the meantime, she advised, invest in ear plugs.
We have gotten six different opinions on separation anxiety and google gives us even more. Is this just the start of “WHAT OH WHAT DO I DO” hand-wringing, advice-seeking in our life when it comes to creatures who are dependent upon us? Methinks yes.
We’d been putting him in the crate and then correcting him when he’d start to go crazy, but Stef told us that even negative attention reinforces the behavior – which makes sense now that I think about it. I mean, it’s the same reason I don’t make a big deal out of the days when a particpiant eats 3 krispy kremes. Reinforce the positive, ignore the negatives, right? Right.
Just hope we can get him up to a decent amount of time by the 29th when Matt starts back full time. He has been amazing with Buddy. Today he is going to doggy day care (the dog, that is) because we’ll be both gone for about 13 hours. That’s extreme for even a normal pup. So, he’s going to this place that’s like a big Gymboree for dogs. I can’t really believe that we’re paying fot this, but here we are.
How quickly we’re becoming dog people.
June 8, 2009
Off to take Buddyface to the vet for his last heartworm x-ray. The separation issues got way worse. Curtains torn down and dry wall totally tore up when we left him out for a little over an hour. Yikes. I was actually motivated enough to get my sewing machine out…for the first time in four years. (I think that’s a good thing?)
So, we have to crate him and he’s FREAKING out. We put him in for 3 hrs when we went to the movies and we put our video camera on. Pup barked, panted, dug at the bottom of the crate for THREE HOURS STRAIGHT. No joke. He was a mess when we got home. Whoa. We’re getting a bit worried now, for HIS sake… we only have 2 more weeks before Matt goes back to work. I doubt he’ll be ready for 4 hours, lunch break, 4 more hours in 2 weeks.
We’re going to keep trying a little longer and have been reading a lot on separation anxiety in the meantime. New strategies are to do 10 minutes in his crate a couple times a day, adding on 15 minutes or so each day. We are also not going to talk about coming and going (spelling C-Y-A… yea that’s us now) and not to make a fuss over him when we take him out. We are told normalizing the crate routine, as reassuring him in the smooshy voice just reinforces that he should have been worried in the first place. We also have to do more separation while we’re home – we call him velcro dog, because right now he follows Matt ev-ery-where. So we’ve been making him sleep in the living room and then Matt will also make him stay when he gets up from the living room and goes anywhere else (bathroom, dining room, etc.) He is SO smart – we tell him to stay when we go to bed and at 6 am, he’s still in the same spot. (he does lie down and go to sleep.) We’re also trying to exhaust him – long walks, running, dog park, etc – whenever we can before crating. I just hope we can get him through this, I hate to think about him going through ANOTHER adjustment to go back to his foster mom’s (although he will go back to a familiar environment.) What a mess this little pup is. I can’t imagine what he went through before he went to the foster people’s. I think he must have been crated and ignored all the time to be so insecure
And this is a dog? I can’t imagine what kids who are abused, what it would take to foster, rehab or adopt them. So sad.
June 4, 2009
Buddy is doing pretty good, so far. His foster parents told us he had major separation anxiety and he flipped out when they tried to crate him. (Like, tore the crate up and ended up hurting himself.) They also told us he tore up a sofa when he got out of the crate. (And we still took this dog???) Because he was abandoned before they got him, he’s just super insecure. Like now that we have him, he just follows me or Matt (more Matt) around 24/7 and just always wants to be near us. Matt is fortunately home all this month, but I feel bad that his 3 weeks off he’s just locked in at home, so I’m trying to work from home or at least come home for an hour or so to give him a break. Which is feasible, but also means that I have to get more done AT work when I’m actually there, so I’ve had less time to do things like…. blog. (Erm, it’s important.) And it’s just been kind of crazy come back from vacation and we’re starting a new group next week and our new hire started this week. Sheesh.
So Matt crated him the first day and just went outside to mow the lawn to try and practice it…and he just sat in here and barked for twenty. straight. minutes. No breaks. Lots of drooling. Yesterday we decided to leave him out in the house when we went to the store, and we put our video camera on where he usually sits. He was FINE. He didn’t even bark. He just sat and stared at the door – literally stared – as if willing us to return for 60 straight minutes.
Wonder if he’ll do that for hours at a time?? He doesn’t make any attempts to chew anything – we haven’t even seen him put his mouth on anything. So I’m not really worried about that, and he doesn’t even jump on anything. He is the sweetest little guy ever. He just wants to be loved and petted and he is so happy to see us. He has really gotten attached to Matt quickly. We’re both trying to practice being really consistent and firm with things we want him to do – like wait for us to walk out the door before he comes out, etc. So, so far, he’s done much better than we thought he would. Hopefully we can gradually increase the amount of time he’s left alone.
Ya’ll who own dogs: How long do you leave yours home? We are thinking it’s realistic to work up to 6-7 hours a day??? I mean, they can hold their pee that long right??
June 1, 2009
So, we just adopted a dog. His name is Buddy, he is a 5-ish year old rescue sheltie who was found running loose in Greensboro, probably turned out and has been in foster care for the last 3 months. All we really know about him is he has super smart, sweet as can be, and did we mention he some potentially major separation anxiety? We don’t know much about that, other than that sounds really not fun and hazardous to your favorite possessions, such as curtains and loveseats. Are we ready for this?
He arrives in an hour. DEEP BREATHS.
